Post by Hody on Feb 12, 2007 8:09:22 GMT -5
”How can I fight a memory”
Was reborn a new man, and felt the light shining anew
Thought I found it here at last, found loves soft dew
In the arms of the one I love deep, no longer feeling sad
Held for the first time now, the best time I’ve ever had
Stormy and heated time, yet soft and gentle each night
Short and intense it was, my few moments in the light
Love her still with all my heart, see her still each day
Back as the friend I am, guess this is the way it will stay
Hearing her telling the tales, of an old love she’ll renew
Going back where she was hurt, drinking pains own brew
I’ll drink it with her, taking deep chugs cause of my idiocy
Knowing I should not love, knowing I should walk away
But it’s hard letting go, hard to simply let it all dissapear
Cause I still linger at the hope, hope that love will reappear
But how can I fight, how can I triumph against a memory
The other man I don’t know, only that he wants another try
I know it’s stupid of me to linger on, taking my own abuse
But still I know within me, that to her I can nothing refuse
And she was honest to me from the start, no blame is on her
This is my own fault, I’m as always the constant dreamer
How can I fight the memories in her mind, make her mine
Perhaps without her I’ll still be strong, and I’ll still do fine
But what if fine isn’t good enough, how can I risk it to end
Perhaps there is still hope, that’s why I still stay her friend
You would think I’d learned the lesson, but apparently not
I keep getting up, standing in front of the gun for another shot
Knowing it will keep hurting, but still refusing to let it all go
I know what I should do, that I should put my love on death row
I know all of this, but I also know this, I’ll never find someone else like her ever again…
Was reborn a new man, and felt the light shining anew
Thought I found it here at last, found loves soft dew
In the arms of the one I love deep, no longer feeling sad
Held for the first time now, the best time I’ve ever had
Stormy and heated time, yet soft and gentle each night
Short and intense it was, my few moments in the light
Love her still with all my heart, see her still each day
Back as the friend I am, guess this is the way it will stay
Hearing her telling the tales, of an old love she’ll renew
Going back where she was hurt, drinking pains own brew
I’ll drink it with her, taking deep chugs cause of my idiocy
Knowing I should not love, knowing I should walk away
But it’s hard letting go, hard to simply let it all dissapear
Cause I still linger at the hope, hope that love will reappear
But how can I fight, how can I triumph against a memory
The other man I don’t know, only that he wants another try
I know it’s stupid of me to linger on, taking my own abuse
But still I know within me, that to her I can nothing refuse
And she was honest to me from the start, no blame is on her
This is my own fault, I’m as always the constant dreamer
How can I fight the memories in her mind, make her mine
Perhaps without her I’ll still be strong, and I’ll still do fine
But what if fine isn’t good enough, how can I risk it to end
Perhaps there is still hope, that’s why I still stay her friend
You would think I’d learned the lesson, but apparently not
I keep getting up, standing in front of the gun for another shot
Knowing it will keep hurting, but still refusing to let it all go
I know what I should do, that I should put my love on death row
I know all of this, but I also know this, I’ll never find someone else like her ever again…